Wednesday, February 16, 2011

http://www.counterpunch.org/piety02162011.html

Philosphy over empiricism? Interesting but non-conclusive b/c of our inability to grasp the indecisive and all confusing human intuition.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Restaurants, STDs, and COPS

What a Super Bowl we witnessed Sunday evening, as Aaron Rogers and Green Bay absolutely stappled their pages in the NFL history books. How about a lackluster performance by an all-the-sudden seemingly overrated quarterback in "Big" Ben Roethlisberger. Almost ten months after a felony criminal act- the deflowering of a sober woman,without consent- Big Ben played like a fibber. It make sense, as he underthrew and most often overthrew his recievers, in Ben's tied for 3rd most important NFL game, costing Pittsburgh the Super Bowl. But my overall feelings are of great satisfaction for the Green Bay area and their fan base. The best word to describe this group, classy, probably the classiest fans in the National Football League with arguably the classiest history and group of football players including my favorite college player in history, Charles Woodson. Though Woodson was unable to continue to play the remainder of the game, after laying out defending a pass and breaking his colar bone, he got exactly what he's worked his entire life to achieve-two years after being named Defensive MVP- the Lombardi Trophy. Congratulations to Mr. Woodson and company. After sustaining countless injuries to prevail and complete a sustaining circle they'll be rewarded with a big ol' shiney one.

Driving home Monday morning I had a sudden hatred for police officers, again, as a squad car pulled out  of a side street behind me, followed and proceded to exceed the speed limit by 25, 65 in a 40 mph zone- I know because I couldn't catch up myself at 60mph- I wanted to call him in but as his two taillights began merging into one, determined to exploit another unsuspecting inebriated citizen, I arived on the street where I needed to turn on to get home. I had an argument concerning this when I arrived home, and I couldn't outweigh my pride for freedom. I felt so trapped out there on the streets, like a fish frozen above water. I can't wrap my head around such a business as profoundly humiliative as an arresting officer- sounds so respectful- who carries weapons around to enforce what he believes on network and public institutionalized systems run my corrupt politicians and their masters. It's simply non-sense making.

I'm working on not judging, which has personally been a huge issue over the last couple of years. I was exposed to a negative side of my peer group while attending the KU college in Lawrence in 2007-2008 and not to entirely blame that period of time and the demographic, but I was influenced by my exposure while I try not to make excuses for accidents and mistakes. This past week I called someone big boned in a discriminatory way and payed for it. It's unfortunate for both parties and while those close to me encourage me to move on and promote a better faith, I can't help but to rely on being discouraged about the situation. I'm planning on a formal apology letter to the person I rudely commented on. It sort of comes back to the whole police issue I have as well. It's an athoritative issue, one which I have regorous hatred for because of not being reprimanded correctly at some point earlier in life. But now its conscious little head is beginning to poke through for my present-future betterment.
We can't go around demeaning and belittling others, no matter what the situation, we can't as a people with society the way it is, go around doing whatever we want; it's toxic for everyone. Our morals need to be enshrined around politeness, humor, a sense of self reality and the ones we grow in, but we also have to strive to be compassionate towards other's and show situational discretion, we shouldn't be brought upon by the 7 sins because in reality they shape that which hurts the most.

4 minutes 'till 1 O'Clock, g'night

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

White specs...

So this one time February 1st, 2011 I felt compelled to go out in treacherous weather because I go hard like that. I have to work out or I don't feel abled to think correctly. But there's this really nasty wind that blows this white stuff down everywhere and makes everything literally unbearable to stand called snow flakes. Lots and lots of snow flakes as if someone decided there's not enough snow flakes where Bret is right now, let's dump them until he himself turns into a snow flake. Which is, or would be possible if they percieved me as a complete imbassol or incompetent but I have the intranet and a vehicle and an ICE scrapper and some m.f. gloves. So bitch as weather back the fuck off. I own you and your couch and the ability to make you disappear because I have emissions that belittle yo ass and make YOU incompetant.

Enough enough, so I had this dream last night where I was kickin' it with some of the homeboys and they wanted to go party, but one of the homeboys is an alcoholic and insecure about almost everything and the other is super chill, a pot head and ultimately better than you, kwim? Anyways we were going to head out the door when the god damn phone rang, woke me up, and wrecked my ass into gear so thank you RL for making reality apparent at 9:30 a.m. on a Tuesday, without you I'd have never decided my favorite snacks consist of peanut butter and a banana or almonds and black berries- recent discovery brought to my attn. by Caro. So I'm going to the YMCA now to get swollen and have to recoop through the elements and continue on my mission for self indulgence and life satisfaction only brought upon by immediate dissatisfaction and the ever-lasting tunnel vision motivating me to look like superman so I can get some ass.

Yup but here's my workout routine fur today:
                       15 minutes on the Eliptical followed by 4 laps, 3 1/2 walking and 1/2 lunges
                       Lat Pull Downs : 3 x 12 and Narrow 3 x 12
                       Pull Ups: 1 x 15-20, 25-30 Dips
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                      Stretch Legs
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                      Military Press (Smith Machine): 4 x 10,8,8,6
                      Standing Rows: 4 x 10
                      Pull Ups 1 x 15-20, 25-30 Dips
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                      Hammer Strength Iso Lat. Flex: 4 x 10
                      Lateral Parallel Side Flex: 4 x 10
                      Barbell Curls: 4 x 8
                      Dead Lifts: 4 x 10 (medium weight)
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                      Shoulder Super Set 3 x 9 w/ Reverse Flys (seated)
                      Lower Back Extension: 3 x 25

This is an advanced Training Regiment and I do not recommend doing all the sets at a high weight resistance. No I don't think highly of myself because I don't see myself on a pedestal. I'm not concieted, I'm aware and I tend to think about things in a different way. I love women and women love nice bodies therefore I strive to have one. I enjoy fitness and keeping in shape, I do not take any supplements outside of protein and health drinks consisting of purely, vitamins, essential for everyday nourishment.

*******BTW KU vs. Texas Tech tonight @ 8p central time*******